my melody

A sad life

2008-06-08T23:28:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone...

It's been a long long time since i last blogged. Been so so busy recently. Feel like dying but no car seems to want to bang me. Feel like falling sick but no MC to take and still have to work. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... This is so shitty.

My life now is up a little hill & i see greens and greens everyday. Half an hour to go up to my centre and i'm really in my own world.

Many thanks to all friends who have helped me along the way. Would have died without all your help. Esp to my buddies, thanks for helping me and lx with the cleaning and setting up of envt. REally Blessed to have all of you.

I hope things will really work out smoothly. Lx and i will continue to Jai you!!

REally missed all my friends whom i haven't been able to catch up with, miss my xiao mei cos now i've no time for her. So sorry.. I still love you. Anything do let me know. Will be there for u no matter how busy i am.

I miss my sleep too. I only sleep for 4 - 5 hours a day. Really hate my life now. Mel Mel is not happy at all.

But i'm still blessed. Met many nice people. Hopefully they'll stay. At least i'll be abit happier.

Busy busy.. 2 weddings in a row. 1st my cousin then Jane's. They'll have panda bear attending their wedding. hahaha..

Some pics we took at Ah Keong's wedding. Seems like my life revolves around Army now. Even on wedding i see them. hahaha..

Me & a beautiful wedding cake display

Shuli & me, The Porr- fessional Receptionist

So Professional that we have time to take another pic. heehee

sweet roses

The Sword bearers in their No. 1 who kept us entertained outside. Smart rite??

Bride & the Groom

2 love birds

Army helmet doesn't suit me =(

Too big for Shuli

Nice anot?

Da jie & us. Btw, da jie has a baby in her tummy now. heehee..

2008-02-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

Long time since i last blogged.. Been so busy lately but apparently i'm enjoying myself pretty much. =)

1 more week to go and i'm outta Raffles. Time really flies.. I'll miss all the colleagues there esp my RH gang. Will certainly miss our lame jokes, sat outings & dining together.

Worked 12 hours today. Went to work at 6.30am today & so coicindently that Ivan, Geraldine & me were actually on the same train but Geraldine was seated at another cabin. hahhaa.. Telepathy?? lolz

Qi must be thinking i'm crazy. 6.30am?? Haiz.. I'm such a blur queen. Took Ivan's card home by accident & he needs to work early as we're rushing 3 days' orders today thus i went to work so so early. But we had fun. hahhaa.. We even played a prank on Boss. hahhaa..

No work tmr as they're going for team building. hahhaa.. Hope they have fun. =)
However i'll still have to wake up early as i'm attending a seminar at Suntec. Hope that the speakers are interesting.

Going to the air show with KAren on Sunday. Hopefully there'll still be tickets left.

Happy Lunar New Year

2008-02-08T01:40:00.000+08:00

30th Jan 08

2008-01-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Dear buddies,

I'm alright. Sorry to have made u guys worried but dun worry, nothing happened to me. Just being emo. hahaha.. Guess at certain point of time in your life, you'll look back & reflect on the things you've done, the decisions u've made & just simply think of nothing and everything.
Do you guys ever encounter this feeling too??

Met up with LX today & had a good talk. Told her what i was feeling and that it was just a thought, dun really mean to leave the field la. hahaha.. But when i do, i will surely let u guys know. hahahaha..

HAving a mixture of anger, disapointment but mostly fustration that i can't really voice out. Haiz.. Is God really testing us?? Testing our patience?? Though i always say good things are worth the wait, however, the waiting is really hard.

Thank you Lx for your patience and encouragement. Actually I felt really bad.. Sorry to keep you waiting. Hopefully things will turn out well as you've said, God's plan for you. heehee.. Enjoy your blessed life while i Continue with my Sloggy life. *duh! life's not fair. bleh* lolx..

Actually my sloggy life isn't that bad too. hahaha.. I'm lucky in my own way. I'm now under the care of my new colleagues =) Thought can finally slim down (insider news frm Minqi b4 i joined was that they dun eat!!). But who knows.....

They are FEEDING me with lots of Food!! =(

Alicia often buys breakfast for me. Annie will buy snacks for me to eat once in a while when she went out. Desiree tried to feed me with bread. Ivan & Geraldine eats lunch with me & we even went to Marina Square for 2 hours lunch on Sat & went Raffles City foodcourt to eat lunch today. (I know Qi Qi won't believe this. They are EATING!! hahaa..)

They are really nice people but they makes things real awkward between me and the gals. They will buy food for me and not for them, etc.. Haiz.. I felt so bad to be in between all these. Once, a supplier came & gave diaries to us but there was only 1extra left after distributing to the perm staff. They purposely exclaimed loudly that they are giving it to me. I almost "peng" from my chair. Though it's only a diary but the gals must have felt unhappy over it. Told Annie that i dun feel comfortable when they does that, but they feel it's alright. haiz.. Guess the gals must have hated me. =(

20th Jan 08

2008-01-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Long time since i last blogged.. Too lazy & tired to blog.. Heehee..
My new job is pretty much the same & the colleagues there treat me pretty well. But i still miss having Minqi & Jade around. Don't have much topics to talk to the 3 gals and now i eat lunch with my Raffles Hotel gang which is Geraldine & Ivan. And Minqi, can u believe it, Ivan is still teasing me abt the Duck rice!! hahaha.. Think he still haven't got over it and i was teasing him, whenever he eats duck rice in the future, he'll remember us. hahahha..

Boss treated us dinner @ Swiss Merchant Court. Think i've been there before with Lx & gang. Chef Louis Tay (the one who was on tv with Sam Leong) is the executive chef there and he chatted & entertained us. He passed us his name card and i told him i've no name card to give him. hahahaa.. But he's still very nice, told me never mind can email him. hahaha.. Quite a nice person as he didn't put on any airs. How nice it would be, if all chefs are like that.....

Ever since i worked there, i began to develop a phobia for chef. My colleagues would tell me scary stories of chefs throwing tempers at them & i've seen for myself how nasty some can be. The word "Chef" now makes me think of nasty, hot-tempered, unreasonble... Oh no... So scary... I never use to think of Chef in this light before. I used to think that if my bf is a chef, how wonderful it'll be. He can cook very nice things for me to eat... But after this job, i'm afraid that my perecption of chefs has changed dramatically.

I'm sure there will be some good tempered ones and hopefully all chefs can be like them, then we won't have so much problems. GUess it's not easy to tame ur temper when u are behind the hot wok everyday.

Was feeling quite upset recently & was thinking abt things like changing job (obviously not possible & obviously not switching to my current job). Was just wondering what it's like being in another field as u know how bad ECH field is.
We put in our heart & soul to our job, we have to do shitty things (as in real shit too), our work is never ending and yet our pay is so miserable, our own friends look down on our job and it makes things worst if we get nasty parents.

I began to question myself is it worth it to be hanging on in this field while obviously no one recognises our efforts and respect our occupation. It's no wonder why ECH teachers get burnt out in this field so fast and how some good teachers have left the field. Haiz.. A real vicious cycle which i feel so helpless towards it.

Looking at my job now, though the pay is also peanuts but i dun have to bring any work back and when i tell people i'm working in a purchasing dept for RH, people go "Ooh and Ahh" over it as they thought hotel line is much better. Almost same pay but diff amt of work and more relaxing. No wonder ECH turnover rate is so high. Haiz...

Just when i'm feeling down, My hong hong msged me to wish me happy new year. Taught him & his bro 3 years ago and i Really miss him and quan quan. Time really flies... He's now in Pri 3 and he was telling me that he's happy in school. He also send me a picture msg of a monkey with a big grin saying "smile ok". His msg really brought a smile to my face and also make me realize one thing. The reason as to why i am still hanging on to this field though it look so bleak ~ the Passion for children

No matter how dejected or lousy i am feeling, a smile or a hug from my children never fails to life my sprits up again. It's this feeling that i'm missing now. Though other field may be more glamourous than ECH but they won't be able to experience this feeling that we as ECH educators will feel.

I miss my little darlings... and i'm so afraid that i'll lose this feeling once i'm in my new position. The simple joy in interacting with them.. Will i?? I look at how my buddies are feeling now, i can't help but wonder. Will i be so caught up with paperworks & admin stuff that i'll miss having fun with the children??

=(

Happy New Year

2008-01-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

To all my dearest................

xmAs party

2007-12-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

Lx invited us to her Xmas party at Jubilee and there were Soooo many ppl (mostly her relatives and some staff from their buffet company).

Of course there was a fabulous spread of food to feed us (the hungry monsters). lolx.. I even got to witness the process of how chef (Uncle Ka ho) roast a pig. =( POor friend... It's a long process and poor Uncle Ka ho was sweating away but the end result...... A very delicious and succulent roasted pork with skin so crunchy that u can hear it crunching while u chew it inside ur mouth. I ate 1 cos Lx's mum kept asking me to try. It was very good actually. Thank u Lx for wrapping it up with vegetables and some kimchi for me so i couldn't taste the porky smell. =)

Were very busy BBQing and poor uncle kai seng had to join in to help us as most of our food were Chao Ta (burnt) initially and nobody wants our "chao ta" food. hahaha...

Played Nintendo Wii with one of her cousin. We played tennis and i beat him. hahaha.. We played bowling and boxing too and we were sweating away by the 4th game. Wonder if that can help to lose weight or not.. It's real fun and if at the same time can "Jian Fei", i dun mind buying one. hahaha... We decided to play tennis again cos we were trying to figure how to to score and he found out a way to serve super fast and i lost the game to him and even got reprimanded by Kai Yuen cos i caused her to downgrade a level. But anyway, i won it back again at the next match. hahaha.. cos that guy taught me how to serve quickly. So kind of him =) hahaha..

There was a gift exchange which caused a quite a choas as everyone started moving around the house passing presents. Sihui, buddy and i gave them an Epson printer(thank u buddy for carrying it there) and 2 boxes of Royce chocolates.
I gave buddy a pinky hp pouch, a box of Royce Champagne chocs for sihui, but she forgot to bring it home =(, 2 books for Lx's mum, a purple pen with case for LX and a box of Royce Champange Chocolates for LX's family.
Hope they'll like the presents i bought. =)

I received quite alot of gifts too!
Aunty Mei gave me a bottle of perfume and a small pouch.
Kai Yuen gave me a Jap fabric case and lip brushes.
Buddy gave me a very nice jewellery hanger stand from Precious thots, a heart shaped necklace and a black mini toon membership card. =)
Lx gave me a pinkish heart shaped necklace from Chomel. ;)

On top of all these, i also received presents from my current company for 1 week.
My big boss gave me a handwritten card with some candies and a fruit cake.
My boss gave me a shower gel and pink bath scrub (thank u minqi for changing the pink scrub with me) from Bodyshop
Annie gave me a Melody key case and a Hello Kitty pouch (am i so easily seen thru by others?? Wonder how she knows what i like in such a short period of time)
2 of my colleagues gave chocolates.
Minqi bought me a pinky hp pouch and a Xmas "welfare pack". heehee.. =)

I love my presents!! Except the perfume. Not really my type of smell. Dunno what to do with it now. haiz... But anyway, it's the thoughts that counts.

I've had a very Merry Christmas. Sad that it's over cos it's back to work time,

How i wish it can be Christmas everyday....

merry xmas 07

2007-12-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

To all my dearest friends,

Wishing everyone a joyous and blessed Xmas!!

Love,

Melody

mY jOb

2007-12-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

Tmr shall ne my 4th day working at the purchasing dept. Basically the ppl there are VERY BUSY. So busy till no one have time to go to the toilet, eat, etc... Sometimes i don't even have time to talk to Minqi cos we're too busy....

Reached home at midnight on my 2nd day of work. Dunno how the others survive this. Heard that they worked till wee hours EVERYDAY!! tsk tsk tsk... My boss expects us to stay as late as possible. Guess when minqi left, i'll be arrowed to stay with them.

My days at work are full of phone calls, faxing, keying invoices, filing, stamping faxes, Nagging at suppliers and getting scoldings from frustrated suppliers. =(
I'm glad that my colleagues there are nice and it's good that Minqi is still there. She certainly helps to lighten my "stress" as she lames with me. hahaha..

We've two clicks there. Perm staff gang and Temp staff gang (compromises 4 members - Jade, Minqi, Shu Fang and me) We go for lunch together, lame, gossip, try to go back together cos "Tuan Jie Tuan Jie Jiu Shi Li Liang" hahahaa. =p

Keep getting lost over there. It's like a big maze. My dept is at B1, Canteen is at
B2, nice toilet is at level 1. haiz... I must really look out in case i really get lost.

Went for their mini Xmas party today and the food is quite nice. Esp the cheese susages. Yummy.. Wished i had taken more, i only took 1. haiz.

Gtg zzz le.. Tmr public hol still need to go back to work and no double pay nor OT pay some more. I'm really cheap labour but at least i dun have to squeeze in a 4-rm flat with 30 over ppl (the recent news abt the china workers...) That employer is so BAD and inhumane. Wonder why we have these type of ppl in the world??

The Chipmunks song

2007-12-16T16:32:00.001+08:00

All right you Chipmunks! Ready to sing your song?
-I'll say we are!
-Yeah!
-Let's sing it now!
Okay, Simon?
-Okay!
Okay, Theodore?
-Okay!
Okay, Alvin? Alvin? ALVIN!
-OKAY!!!)

Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We've been good, but we can't last
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast
Want a plane that loops the loop
Me, I want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

Okay fellas get ready.
That was very good, Simon.
-Naturally.
Very good Theodore.
-Ahhh.
Ah, Alvin, you were a little flat, watch it.
Ah, Alvin. Alvin. ALVIN!
-OKAY.)

Want a plane that loops the loop
I still want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

Very good, boys
-Lets sing it again! Yeah, lets sing it again!
No, That's enough, lets not overdo it
-What do you mean overdo it?
-We want to sing it again!
Now wait a minute, boys
-Why can't we sing it again?
-[chipmunk chatter]
Alvin, cut that out..Theodore, just a minute.
Simon will you cut that out? Boys.....

Memories..

2007-12-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

We managed to sent Jae Woo & Eu Jin off at the airport. Si hui and i stayed over at Lin Xian's hse and we took a cab down at 6am. Managed to get there by 6.30am. =)

Haiz... So 'She Bu De' them. We didn't managed to take photos with them as they were in a rush. Till next time ba..

After sending them off, the 3 of us went to Delifrance for breakfast and we chatted till 10am plus.. Received a call from Minqi and i went for job interview after that.

I got the job and i'm going to work with her. heehee.. So happy as finally there'll be input!! Was upset that these few months i've no inputs but lots of outputs. So sianz... Well, finally i can start earning $$ le. Though the pay is really peanuts. But it's stilll $$. Yipee.. Thank u, minqi. *muacks*

Went out with Minqi & Karen after Nana's bdae celebration. I splurged again.. I bought 2 dresses and a glod from Fashion lab. I know, i shouldn't have but.. I can't resist the temptation. Ahhhh.. Dun scold me. Have enuff scoldings from Minqi. =(

After calculations, i've to work 12 hours for 2 days in order to earn the $$ i've spent. Guess i'll have to work on Hari Raya Haji and Xmas liao le lor. But will go off early for Xmas cos going to Jubilee for party. heehee..

Minqi, dun worry.. I'll work late after u left. Meanwhile, i'll try to clock in the same hour as u. U dun have to wait for me if i work longer hours cos i can't complete my load. But i'll try to do it afap so tat i can go home with u. heehee...

Looking forward to Monday!! Guess i won't be blogging for the time being le. Must see my energy level 1st. hahaha..

What i want to do after i get my pay...

1. Pay insurance
2. Save up
*3. Do my hair
*4. More dresses

*depends on situation =X

Dinner with Jae Woo

2007-12-12T01:52:00.000+08:00

Feeling sad as Jae Woo & Eu Jin will be going back to Korea on Fri.. We had dinner together yesterday and guess that will be the last time i'll see them if i can't sent them off on fri. We've to reach airport @ 5 plus 6am if we were to send them off =(

Jae Woo kept asking us when will we be going to Korea to visit them. Haiz... When can we go??? Told him we'll save up 1st then we'll go look for them. Hope that by then they can still remember us.

Though i've just got to know them, i felt an immediate bonding with both bro & sis. I can't explain this amazing bondage between us but we just hit it off as if we've known each other for a very long time. Jae Woo asked me to visit him in Winter so that we can have a snowball fight. hahaha.. =) Told him i'll make an ultra big snowball to smash it on him. heehee..

Hope that they'll be well and happy @ Korea and that we'll still keep in contact. Will save up to visit them. =)

Eu Jin with the sweet pinkish teddy bear i bought for her

Eu Jin with her 2 fav teddy bears.
on the left: Teacher Melody on the right: Eu Jin

Bought a Hot Wheel for Jae Woo too.

mY darlings.. I'll miss u...

Our Group pic..
hmm...When will be the next time we can take another grp pic together?? *sadz*

Sihui and the children

Eu Jin took this picture for us. Isn't she amazing?? She's only 3!! =)

Jae Woo took this for us. heeehee..

Adorable & dashing Jae Woo
(Dun u think he's much more handsomer than Rain? =) Btw, Rain is his idol)

Lovely Eu Jin (It looks like she really adores the bear. heehee.. I made a right choice. =) We're so alke. We both adore pinky stuff. heehee.. )

i'm baCk!!

2007-12-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, i'm back in Singapore. Brrrr... Very cold up there at Genting but i've enjoyed my stay there. I can't believe that i've actually survived there in my shorts!! brrrrr... It's a miracle i didn't froze to death cos i didn't want to waste $$ to buy a long pants there. hahaha...

It's nice mingling with Lin Xian's uncles and aunties. They are very nice people and took great care of me. KY and KJ were really fun and we had fun playing at the arcade and taking neo prints. They had great fun pestering me for my hp to play games. So much so that they were scolded. =x

I watched the movie "Enchanted" on an OSIM massage chair. Shiok.... Enjoyed the movie but dunno why princess have a change of heart in the end. How can like that??
We also watched a performance "Fly". Not too bad la. But i still prefer star cruise's performance. It is better.

Lx and mum had great fun shopping at One Utama and i bought 2 dresses and 2 cardigans for 189 rm. Quite a good bargain!! Lx and mum bought ALOT of things. But like wat Kah Seng gugu said, "Can buy, Can buy" and tadah!! They bought nearly 2k RM worth of barangs barangs. -_-"
I was not feeling very well cos my period when we went down to KL. Was having quite bad cramps and felt so tired so not in the mood to shop.

As it was a budget trip, i didn't bought much. Only the clothes, 3 hairclips, a pinky bear from lovely lace for Eu-Jin and 2 packets of twistics for Ah Yi.
Hmmm.. was thinking next time we should have a trip to KL just for shopping!! One Utamah is soooo BIG. We only shopped at a few stores, didn't even complete one section of the shopping mall. =(

I sat on the WTS double deck coach on my return trip. So shiok!! It's like sitting on the plane. There's tv for every seat. I watched Jay's concert on my way back. heehee..

Not much photos to post as they don't really like to take pics.

Just a few to share...
Before we went to Genting, Jae Woo's family went to Lin Xian's house for lunch.

Jae Woo and Brownie... That Brownie, so realistic. See a boy, don't want me liao.=(

Eu Jin & Me. Isn't she adorable?? =)

We went Jurong point after that. Brought them to watch The Flintstone.

The Flintstones and the children

Happy and tired children..

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mY Genting trip

I'm above the clouds!!??

Guess who i met at 1st World hotel, 4am in the morn??
*CHILI CRAB!!*
Thanks for accompanying us till morning. Sorry to make u lose ur sleep.

*black & white* =p

This bear looks so sweet. Reminds me of Eu Jin thus i bought it for her as a farewell gift.

Also bought 3 hairclips. heehee...

Neoprints time!!

KY & KJ

6th Dec 07

2007-12-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

Thank you everyone for your well wishes.. Really appreciate it!! I like Birthdays!! It's indeed a very special day cos it's a day where people expresses their love to u. No wonder all children feel excited about their birthday. =) Cos there're Presents, free food (da jie, thanks for the dinner treat), cake, and u feel like a King or Queen cos everyone tries to make u happy. heeehee.. Have i told u I LOVE Birthday??? lol =p

Spent my bdae ZzzZzz at Er Jie's hse. hahaha. Typical piggie's style of celebrating bdae. to ZZzzzZz -_-" Well, who can resist zZzz on a cool rainy day?? lolz..

Went to Ngee Ann canteen 2 (mY territory when i was at Ngee Ann. So many memories..)for breakfast with Er Jie, Wei Liang & B Boy before we sent him to the vet. Canteen 2has changed alot. My fav Fish soup stall is gone!!

Poor B boy.. He kept growling as he was "guarding" the staircase which he self proclaimed it HIS. Really paiseh. But i guess a hungry dog is an angry dog. He fasted without food & water since 10pm last nite and was pretty confused that no one fed him his usual meal at 6am. Poor B boy...

Sent him to the vet and was quite worried for him cos he've to be put under anesthetic. Couldn't bear to leave him alone but we were not allowed to go into the room with him so have to trust the people there. They said they'll call us when the op is done.

After leaving him there, we went back to orh orh.. hahaha.. Orh orh till 5 plus 6pm then woke up. Think the vet called around that time but we were waiting for weiliang to finish work then we'll go pick b boy up so poor b boy have to stay at the vet.

Didn't really have a good sleep cos i had nitemares... So scary.. Brrrr... Told Er Jie and she said i'm so silly. hahaha.. We chatted abit and it's been a long time since we can really chat liked we used to when we were young. Everyone has grown and kinda have our own life. She's busy with work and baby, i'm busy with my own stuff, we seldom get to chat till late night like in the past. REally missed those time..

Had a few surprises this birthday.
1. CH Alice actually msged me to wish me Happy Birthday
2. President from CH msged me too. Was really surprised and quite touched that he actually remembers my bdae and made the effort to msg me as he's in Hanoi(Vietnam), busy with the grand opening of our flagship centre.(The grand opening for our centre at Hanoi is on the same day as my bdae, so most of the big shots flew there as Minister Of State was there to officiate the grand opening ceremony)
3. My good friend, Jing Ling, called me from Jakarta. Very happy to hear that she's doing very well now. Hope to meet up with her soon.
4. Shuli bought a Melody cake for me. heeeheee.. So happy. It's chocolate mint flavour and i love chocolate mint. heeheee.. Thanks bitch.. Luv ya. =p

I really enjoyed mY birThday though i slept it away. hahahaa.. Thank u guys for making it so special..

My Bdae Cake!! Chio rite.. Couldn't bear to cut it. =(

~ Chocolate mint! Yum Yum..~

Baby Nana crying pitifully cos she accidentally put her little hand on my cake and smeared my chocolate cream before we even sang the birthday song. Everyone went "HOR HOR!!" at her and she started bawling. hahaha.. I haven't even scold her and she cried liao. So funny... Guess she's feeling guilty ba. hahahaa.. Don't need to cry.. Next fri ur bdae right?? Heehee.. Guess what naughty Yi Yi going to do?? *evil grin*

5 beautiful flowers & 1 pretty little bud (nana) =)

Presents from Edwin.. i love them!! Thank u =)

So Chio

My Melody collection!

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Updates on B Boy!!

Poor B boy was crying when i went to pick him up with Wei Liang. My heart aches when i heard him crying and feel him shivering in my arms. Sorry B boy..
His wound is just above his penis and vet said if it's swollen, we must bring him back immediately. His microchip is embedded at the back of his neck. Haiz.. I cannot imagine the terror and pain that he went through for the op.

He is real weak and whiny. And he keeps whining in the car, as if he's complaining:
"Where did u go? Why did you leave me there?"
"It's so scary you know? They have long needles and they poked me with it."
"I woke up feeling cold and hungry and my "little brother" feels painful."
"Why? Why did you do this to me??"

Haiz.. Feel so bad. Guess being a dog is not that nice after all...

B boy has to refrain all these activities for 10 days:
- No playing
- No licking of his wound
- No strenous activities

ALL his Favourites... Dunno how he's going tahan it. =(

B boy looked so sad

Poor B boy looking so tired..

Baby Nana: Gor Gor looks so Yummy..
B Boy: Don't bother me... I'm in pain...

Both Bro & sis in their own world

Borrowed the shade from Vincent to refrain B boy from licking his wound. Boy doesn't looked happy with it. =(

Speedy recovery B boy!! Hope that u'll be feeling much better when i come back from Genting.

~Tata~

my birthday

2007-12-05T00:31:00.000+08:00

2007-12-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

Your Life Symbol Cards

For birth date: December 5, 1983

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Your growth and development cards for the current year and your lifetime describe some of the positive and negative influences, possibilities, issues, or even people with whom you may come in contact, or that could have an effect on you throughout the course of each year. We call these your Annual Development Cards (ADCs).

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(Upright) This year could challenge you to keep control of your emotions during situations or set backs that others may view as a catastrophe. Don't let yourself be taken down with or by those who may try to gain your sympathy for their own disasters or failings. Disappointment or loss could come as a shock, a bolt out of the blue, or an overnight disaster, but there may be choices or actions that led up to it during the course of the year. It could be that your hopes or expectations are so high, or your goals so lofty, that you are bound to be hurt, crest fallen, or shot down. Fortunately, this year, nothing will keep you from enthusiastically pursuing your dreams, and this ability to bounce back, rebuild, or come back stronger and more determined than ever is an inspiration.

Bad day

2007-12-04T20:24:00.001+08:00

Very unhappy with Da Jie and i'm shutting myself in the room now to avoid conflicts with her. Haiz..

It started with her calling me at 12 plus to check whether i've prayed daddy or not. Told her not as i decided to do some household chores 1st before i go. So she got pissed and said that the vegetarian stall closes in the morning and i should have set my priority properly. Please la, many people eat vegetarian meh. U think the food will be sold out by morning?? I've seen the vegetarian stall still open in the afternoon lor. I know my own time limit. By hook or by crook, i'll buy the vegetarian food to pray one. Think i don't know meh.

Anyway decided not to rebutt her i just kept quiet. Then she asked no vegetarian food how and naughty me answered "then dun eat lor". Then we put down the phone. Then she msg to say that she's very disappointed in me for not setting my priorty blah blah blah and i delete that sms and ignored her.

After i'm done with my stuff, i went to buy ALL the required things and the vegetarian stall is still OPEN at 1 plus ok. Understand that she's concerned abt me not going to pray but i just don't like the way she question me and order me. He's also my daddy. If i want to go pray, i'll go. Don't like u breathing down my neck. U assigned me the task and i agreed le. No matter what, i'll COMPLETE it and i don't like u to interfere in how i complete my task. Can't u just let me do it in My Own Way??

Then when i've simmered down le and all is well, she appeared in the late evening when i was at 2nd storey with ah b boy as i need to burn the incense paper. My lighter couldn't work then i asked her for help to open the door to the house to get a lighter. She herself helped me light the matches and set the incense papers burning in the small bin of ours. As it is Dec, our house has been very windy lately. So straight after the papers caught fire, the wind blew and the ashes started flying around. She started to grumbled and scolded me for not burning it in the big bin downstairs. For goodness sake, i really didn't realised the big bin is still downstairs. I thought after the 7th month, it'll be gone le. Then she scolded me and said "The bin so BIG u cannot see meh?" I ignored her then ask her to bring ah boy upstairs.

Really Ta Mah De. U know that there's a big bin then still help me lit the stupid incense papers??!! Then after starting it on fire u want to push all the blame to me?? CCB man. Didn't even offer to help me burn any incense papers Jiu Suan Le, still scold me. Spoil my mood man.

After that still switch my hi fi off with my cd still playing once she's back from her run. Really bitch leh. I'm listening halfway and she just switch off like that and turn on the tv. WTF!! This is really to my limit le, i then went to my room and shut myself inside my room.

No mood to joke around le.

Very UNHAPPY MEL

4 Dec 07

2007-12-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

The cooking went well yesterday but we took a very long time to conjure up the delicious meal, 4 hours!! We were all famished especially the children. They were playing in the living room initially but as the clock ticks by, they started to play nearer and nearer to the kitchen. Then they finally cannot TAHAN le and invaded our kitchen and start devouring the piping hot chicken that we have just fried.
Poor children..

Eu Jin 'stealing' food. heeheehee...

The children then started talking to their mum in a whole string of korean. They were actually telling the mum that they are hungry. We told them to be patient and wait awhile more and they quietened down. Then out of the blue, in the process of our busy cooking, Jae Woo exclaimed loudly, "WO YAO CHI FAN". hahhahaa... Lin Xian & i kept laughing and laughing cos he's a korean and his mandarin is real bad and he seldom converse in mandarin one lor. To think he's so hungry that he even resorted to use Mandarin to express himself, it's damn funny la.

"Are you guys done?? I'm HUNGRY!!"

After a morning of hardwork, we finally managed to start eating at 2 plus. Real late. They normally take lunch at 12-1pm. So paiseh lor. But we had a hearty meal and we Finished up all the food. The mum let me try the kimchi. Quite spicy though but still tasty. Yum Yum..

The children enjoyed the food and Jae Woo even commented that the chicken is very nice. =) But personally i like the fish better. *meows*

Tricked Jae Woo to ate a piece of celery (Yan Sui). We were chatting after meal and there were half-a-packet of raw silver fish left and a packet of celery (we didn't use that cos lx, mummy and i dun like it.) Then that Jae Woo tried to put the packet of raw silver fish into his mouth and we told him off (He likes the silver fish as he kapo-ed alot of my fried silver fish during meal). Then i told him that the procedures of cooking the silver fish.

To tease him, i told him that celery can be eaten immediately *evil grin*. Just pluck the leaves, wash it then can eat le. So he really Sha Sha went to pluck the leaves of the celery and washed it. He gave one to Eu Jin (hahaha.. he saboh-ed his sis) and one for himself. I can never forget their expression. Damn funny la. Then he told us that it's bitter. I don't believe him so i suggested the adults (lx, mummy and me) to taste it too. (So stupid to saboh myself) hahaha..

Mummy didn't try it. She's pretty smart as she kept that leaf behind her tissue. Lin Xian and I tried it and "EEEEWWWW" It really sucks and it's really bitter. I don't like...

The children are so adorable and i enjoyed being with them. Wanted to leave earlier but the children pleaded with us to stay longer. Who can resist the charm of the children so we stayed and left at 7 plus cos Jae Woo's dad came home le.

Eu Jin is so adorable. She is Jae Woo's sister and i don't know how to describe the feeling but we just "clicked" on our 1st meeting (refer to the post-Outing with Jae Woo)and i like her alot though we cannot commnuicate as she speaks is Korean.
Jae Woo caught me off guard when he asked me whether i like Eu Jin. Told him i like her and also him. Then i asked him jokingly whether can i bring Eu Jin home and he was so serious. He immediately turned to Eu Jin and talked to her in Korean and they started babbling in Korean (with a serious face), then Eu Jin went to her mum asking something. i was like "Huh?? What's going on??" Guess what? She actually asked mummy for permission to go to my house to stay for a night (Jae Woo's brillant suggestion). hahahhaa.. So cute la.

As they are going back to Korea on the 14th Dec, Lin Xian invited them to her house on Thursday before we go genting. We will miss them so much, esp Lin Xian. Can see that she will miss them alot and i must ensure that we take plenty of photos on Thursday. hahhaha...

Dishes ordered by them:
Chicken rice
Sambal Kang Kong
Winter melon soup -- my fav
Barley water -- my fav too. They have never drank this before thus we're going to let them taste it.

From Jae Woo's house, i persuaded Lin Xian to go to Jubilee as i want to see the puppy husky. It looks so fierce, like a wolf. Actually i was quite scared of it but when it crys, it really sound like a baby and makes you want to love it. heheehe.. But i'm still apprehensive of it cos it went to bite/ nibble Lin Xian's toes. So when it licked me, i felt like a prey being licked by a predator. I'm very scared that it'll bite me. Like a wolf will lick the meat before eating it. Luckily it didn't lor. I love cuddling it. So cute...

Cute husky.. Isn't it adorable??

Lastly.....

1 more day to mOi Birthday!!
1 Uno Ichi Satu

Counting Down 3, 2

2007-12-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! moi Birthday is coming!
My mood is coming back to me. hahahhaa... Shuli, u gotto watch ur ears le. I'm going to bug u guys. heeheee...

Ah Yi was my 1st target today and i bug and bug her till she made me a pinkish hair clip. Mind u.. It's hand made ok. don't play play. hahahhaha..
Actually don't think she was planning to make me a present. But i kept disturbing her, saying she's making a present for me and i told her i want something pink and all.. Woke up this morning and i kept bugging and bugging and 'Tadah', i've a beautiful pink rose hairclip. lol..

See.. So sweet right??

heehee.. Shuli is sad about it cos ah yi never gave her any present. Nvm ok, U can borrow from me if you want to. I charge u cheap cheap. $2 per day. wahahaha.. Evil sister yah.. hahaha. I'm ur bitch, remember. heehee =p

Talking about present, still owe shuli her present. Sorry ok.. U dun have to give me present la. I just joking with u one. So dun go Shitting on my tag le ok. hahahaa..

Was very surprised that a net friend, YT, actually remembers my bdae. Asked me about it and wished me happy bdae in advance. Thanks, King of Stupid. lolx... I really appreciate your thoughtfulness. *so touched* Dun think i want to join ur Stupidity Tribe. Please don't put in good words for me. Save that 20 points for urself ba. wahahaha..

Going to Genting with Lin Xian and family on 6th Dec. Going to have loads of fun. Yipee!! I'm coming back on the 11th Dec. Shuli, dun miss me too much. I have to go HQ on 12th Dec so please bring b boy for a walk. Luv ya..

2 more days to My Birthday!

1 more day

2 more days

Pre-Early Bdae Celebration!

2007-12-02T04:05:00.000+08:00

Went out with Sihui & Lin Xian to celebrate my Bdae today. My buddy have something on today so couldn't join us. Think have to meet another date when all 4 of us can meet. Hmm... I've a Great Idea! How about a Post Bdae Celebration for me?? Yeah!!! =p

We went to suntec AGAIN. hahahaa.. Seems like we always hang out at Suntec. Y is that so??? We dine at Fish & Co and poor Lin Xian hates it but too bad, ur buddy here likes FISH. *Meow*. hahahaa.. We were so hungry that we over-ordered.2 pastas & a seafood platter for two. I ate till i want to vomit. hahhaa.. & the teenage couple next to us kept staring at us cos we managed to finished 90% of the food. Oh No!! Think my weight is going to TIP tomorrow. Boo hoo hoo.. I dun wan to go out with u all le la. Everytime stuff me with sooooo much food. =(

I'm sick of Fish & Co le cos i only like the fish, i dun really like the squids and mussels. But becos Lin Xian doesn't eat that, Sihui & i have to finish it. So.. no more fish & co for me le. *shivers*

After dinner, we went to shop around and i saw soooo many pink things that i like. Saw an ultra cool LG fridge ($1000 plus)and i went oooh and aahh over it. The staff @ Carrefour must be thinking this gal is crazy. It's real nice and spacious. But no $$$ to buy. hahhaha.. Anyway they're all WANTS not Needs, so never mind. heehee.. I see see look look can le. =)

Went to TCC after that and drank a cup of espresso & that's the reason why i'm blogging at such an ungodly hour. I'm sOOOOO damn alert and i can't get to zzzz.
Sumone help me!!

Received my 1st present from my buddies and Lin Xian's mummy. Thank u guys soooo much. Felt soo loved. I love all of u. *Muacks*
Lin Xian, stop scolding ur mummy le, face it la, ur mama loves me too. hahahaha.. But dun worry, i won't snatch her from u. U are still her most precious. hehehee..

Going to Jae Woo's house with LX to cook on Monday. hahahhaa.. Poor Jae Woo & family, have to be our guinea pigs. LX lets them pick a dish each from our CH Menu. Think they've chosen the sweet and sour fish and a veggie. Hope they'll pass our cooking. hahahha..That menu is really comprehensive. *headache*

B boy is going to be an eunuch on Wednesday, my birthday! =). Er Jie & i are going to bring him to the vet to be steralized and microchipped. Heard that he'll be very weak after the procedure. Poor B boy.. Nvr mind, i'll give u one of my birthday wish. heehee...

Time for photos!!

Birthday present from Lin Xian's Mummy -Hello Kitty earrings. The studs are all pink in colour!

Lin Xian aka Mrs **p & Me *hahaha =p*

Dearest Sihui & Me

The Very Happy Birthday Gal =p

Job Search

2007-12-02T03:41:00.000+08:00

Jobs Seekers & Employers out there!!!!

I've found some great place for Employers to post ur recruit ads
& a Great Varieties of jobs available for Job Seekers to browse thru!!

Happy??

http://www.jobsdb.com/SG/EN/V6HTML/CommonHTML/JobSeeker/MyJobsDB.htm?CC=SG&LC=EN

This website even helps u create an online resume. (step by step)

Quite True...

2007-12-02T03:26:00.001+08:00

2007-11-30T16:32:00.001+08:00

"Sow an act & you reap a habit;
Sow a habit & you reap a character;
Sow a character & you reap a destiny"
~Charles Reade

FoOd fOr tHouGhTsss

2007-11-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

My birthday is coming real soon. Don't really feel special about it yet, maybe i'm really getting old. hahaha.. Maybe as the date is nearing, my enthusiasm will be back to haunt shuli & all. heeheehee...

Time flies sooo fast, i'm going to be 24 years old!! That's really fast. Reminds me of S.H.E's song, "Wo bu xiang, wo bu xiang, bu xiang Zhang Da. hahhaha..

Was thinking how silly i was when i was young, all the funny and naive thinking i had then, really can't help but to laugh at my own silliness. (though i still have silly thoughts now but not as silly. heehee)

Was thinking about my Fantasy Marriage Plan, you know how girls dream and bitch about their "Perfect" marriage plan when we were in high school. hahahaha.. "Prince Charming riding on a white horse & carry u away to a far far away castle...." hahhahaha.. Damn Hilarious. My most ridiculous one is getting married when i'm 24 years old. I call it “My Perfect BB Plan.”

Why at age 24? Because I reckon I will be matured enough to start a family and I want to have babies at my prime age and not when I’m old and haggard. Most importantly, I don’t want my children to be like 4 years old and I’m like 40?? I don’t want to leave them when they’re still so young. I hope my children will be like 20 plus when I’m 40 so that they are independent enough to take care of themselves. I don’t want then to be in the same situation as me when things happen. -Too young to support myself and too old to want to feel indebted.

Hmmm… Guess I think too much le. Live each day as it goes ba, that’s exactly what I’m doing now. Hahahaha.. Don’t quite like the feeling though. Sick…

2007-11-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

Aslyn - That's When I Love You lyrics

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you 
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you 
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you 
No matter what

No matter what



Song lyrics | That's When I Love You lyrics

My New BlogSkin!!

2007-11-24T04:40:00.000+08:00

Oh My God!
Oh My God!
Oh My GOD!!!!

My New Blogskin is Soooooo CHIO & it's done by ME, Wo Zhi Zi, Moi,Mel Mel!!
Wahahahhahaa.. I'm SO HAPPY!!

Is it nice? Is it nice? Is it nice??
It's Soooo Damn NIce!!hahhahaha..

So happy, so happy, so happy. *Big Smile*

Shuli, i did it. Tell me it's nice ok. heehee..

I simply love it.

Balabababa, I'm lovin it. =p

Takashimaya Outing with Nana

2007-11-24T02:18:00.000+08:00

Nana and me

Happy Family

Do(Er Jie),Re(WeiLiang) Mi(Nana)

Giddy up, Giddy Up

Mamamamama & Nana

*MUACKS* We love u sooooo much =)

All Smiles

Say "Cheese"

Pretty gals

Like Mother, Like Daughter +Sooooo Vain+ =X

Kiss From Papa *soOOOOoooo sWeeeeeeeeet*

"What are they pointing at??"

Mama: "Smile, Nana."
Nana: "Huh??"

2 "Hiao Bos"

Outing with Jae Woo

2007-11-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

Pink milkshake

Lin Xian, Jae Woo & Me

Me, U Jin & Jae Woo

Funny Faces

Funniest Face award goes to...... JAE WOO!! lolx =p

Everyone except me cos i'm the photographer heehee.... =)