Friday, November 30, 2007
My birthday is coming real soon. Don't really feel special about it yet, maybe i'm really getting old. hahaha.. Maybe as the date is nearing, my enthusiasm will be back to haunt shuli & all. heeheehee...
Time flies sooo fast, i'm going to be 24 years old!! That's really fast. Reminds me of S.H.E's song, "Wo bu xiang, wo bu xiang, bu xiang Zhang Da. hahhaha..
Was thinking how silly i was when i was young, all the funny and naive thinking i had then, really can't help but to laugh at my own silliness. (though i still have silly thoughts now but not as silly. heehee)
Was thinking about my Fantasy Marriage Plan, you know how girls dream and bitch about their "Perfect" marriage plan when we were in high school. hahahaha.. "Prince Charming riding on a white horse & carry u away to a far far away castle...." hahhahaha.. Damn Hilarious. My most ridiculous one is getting married when i'm 24 years old. I call it “My Perfect BB Plan.”
Why at age 24? Because I reckon I will be matured enough to start a family and I want to have babies at my prime age and not when I’m old and haggard. Most importantly, I don’t want my children to be like 4 years old and I’m like 40?? I don’t want to leave them when they’re still so young. I hope my children will be like 20 plus when I’m 40 so that they are independent enough to take care of themselves. I don’t want then to be in the same situation as me when things happen. -Too young to support myself and too old to want to feel indebted.
Hmmm… Guess I think too much le. Live each day as it goes ba, that’s exactly what I’m doing now. Hahahaha.. Don’t quite like the feeling though. Sick…
happy mel mel @ 3:54 PM
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